Yes SC, VH is right you will be a better person in the end. You have NO idea how this is all going to end and STOP trying to figure that out.

Your h isn't going to have an awakening anytime soon. He may never, but that is NOT your call.

You are to get on with your life and make you the best person you can be and then who knows what life has a head for you.

Don't think about the time. I know that 3 years can be daunting, but God is getting me through and it really is only one day at a time.

No predictions, no negative thoughts, just exist, just be you in the moment.

Hugs!

Last edited by glamgirl; 02/12/09 05:54 AM.
Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"