I think I'll ignore the rest of your post since you're not giving up. There is no way you are letting all these changes go to waste...or are they real changes? If they are, you wouldn't be weary of loving your W they way she wants to be loved right now with NO expectations. Get back on your horse, buddy!
Praising God Daily, Remaining "FaithfulH" Me: 62 W: 62 D:33 S:30 & 31 Married: 40 Years BD: Sep 2006 Piecing: May 2007 2nd BD: May 2014 Working On It: Today