\My wife is going to leave me in 5 days--help!

[AFWAW]

I know I can't make her care but it would be cool if I could. I hope she regrets it sooner. Yeah, i've checked out some of the other threads, trying to find one that's close to mine.
I'm in Panama City Beach. If only I had done those things before. Lots of regrets... I get 18 days off and have arranged to take a whole month off. I'm an emotional person and I'm going to need some time. I have 75 days of leave saved up.

It just feels like I'm missing something--I just wish she would hate me, cause it seems like she wants me to be happy but doesn't care that she's making me unhappy??? Does that make sense? But really, I didn't do anything wrong, but I didn't do enough stuff right. Its very confusing and very depressing. Yeah, I was expecting a way different homecoming...

BTW, the book's ok--probably stuff I could apply in my next relationship--real similar to DB in a lot of ways.