Vickyd I do love my house. So does my W. I can see it in her eyes each time she comes around. She misses it so much. I just don't have it in me to keep it without her. Everywhere I go I see her face, her touch, memories just kill me. On the top of that her father visited us for few months last year and did finised almost all the work that I'd be doing for a year (lack of time). I'm wondering how can she ever look him at the eye again, if we'll lose it all. But I guess that's the least of my problems now.
