Thanks for talking me off the ledge.

We did wind up going for lunch. It was ok as we talked and laughed a little

When we left we hugged and had a quick kiss on the lips - she puckered

During lunch I mentioned that I had looked at the back of the Fireproof video her mom gave us a couple of weeks ago. She didn't want to see it back then. I hadn't looked at it till last nite. I said I was going to watch it. She said she would watch it with me. I said that would be nice if she wanted to.

She also said that she had asked her mom to watch the kids Monday so she could come to counseling again

Then she sent me a few text messages later today. I didn't answer till after the third as I was tied up. Then she called me on the way home.

But when she got home, it was WAW again

Very confusing signals. I remain hopeful.


Me 41
WAW 36
S 3&7
M 10 yrs
W files D 1/9/09
W moves out 4/18
Lost job 6/15
New job 7/27
Disc PA 8/10 (started Nov 2008!)
Confronted 8/11
Admits PA & appologies for hurt 9/11
Lost Job 11/13