I received two e-mails from H today. One was business and finances. The other one was out of the blue about his life, etc. (I never ask him about it.)
He wrote whether it isn't funny that we should get D in the same month as we got married!
Then he went on asking me how I am. That he is not alone anymore and has somebody living with him. That there is little love between them but he is less lonely. Then he went on telling me a few other things about her and what he did. That the weather is almost always good and warm and he would never want to come back to Europe. He intended to travel somewhere else this year but cannot afford it right now. He went on telling me to take care, be happy and look after myself and get another man who has money!!!
The first time he wrote he was lonely and alone was on Christmas Eve.
I have not yet replied to any of his "personal" e-mails, but I intend to reply that I don't really want to hear about his women etc. and that I am also sad about our D, especially being in the same month as our wedding. I also intend to write that he is so insensitive and that it hurts me when he writes about his women.
I will send my reply soon. I wonder if he will remember me on Valentine's Day.
I don't get it why he suddenly starts to write about what he does. It seems that he is not happy and he sees me just as a good friend, but he is so insensitive about what he tells me.
I was so sad about the whole thing in the morning that I was happy when my GF rang to tell me that she will come by to go for a walk. It was not particularly sunny but good enough to enjoy a long walk along the waterfront. Afterwards we had afternoon tea at my place.
