Silva, Heh, I don't think my W has any idea what she's doing.
I still love her very much, but it's now about my kids and me. That's why when I emailed her, I said I wanted to "being restoring honor to my new family." That's exactly what I want.
Still makes me just heavy at heart - but it's time to go on! Each email is just another nail in the coffin, and it hurts less, and for a shorter amount of time.
