Just journaling...whining...venting...whatever you want to call it.

Had not heard from H since the mess over the weekend. I was fine with that. Sometimes I actually think I do better when we have N/C. Maybe I am getting to that point that I just don't care anymore...who knows.

H picked up D7 today as it is his night to keep her overnight. I had talked to him at pickup on Sunday about needing to come by there today and make copies of some things and get some paperwork out of the office. He said that would be fine.

Called on my way there and of course he was on the phone with OW. He did get off the phone and call me back. I got there and headed straight to the office after giving D7 some love.

I sat down and just started to copy when H walks in asking me if I know how to run the copier. (I was the one who always took care of everything...i am the one who hooked up the copier).

I just looked at him like he was stupid and said "yes". I know it was just a ploy to stand over me and make sure I was not plundering. I did try to peek around for that password though but didn't find it.

I asked him if he was going to stand over me the whole time. Told him I did not want any of his things that were in there. He finally walked out.

I feel like he IS hiding something. I just don't know what. Normally when I go over there he is ALWAYS sitting in the living room or wherever but is comfortable enough NOT to have to follow me around the house. Claims he is not up to anything. Could just be plans for himself and he doesn't want to "include" me in knowing about them. He can be like that at times.

Then I started going through the filing cabinet to get MY important papers out of there. He comes walking in again. Asked me what I was doing and I told him that I was taking mine and D7's important papers. Told him that I did not know what he is up to but I wanted no part of it.

He just said "whatever...i am not up to anything". I told him OW can have him cause I don't want him anymore. He said "I know you don't." I gathered my papers,gave D7 love and left.

Not a good day but at the same time I am not as down as I normally am at times like this.

I have an opportunity next Thursday to get to OM. Should I or just let it be?