He would just say that it was over and he was getting a D. He told his family, my family, friends etc. I honestly thought it was going to happen. I was afraid when the doorbell rang that it was going to be the sheriff at the door to serve me.
Yep the unknown will kill you. From my sitch what I have learned is not to worry about it until and if it happens. I spent too much time worrying about the unknown!