Forgive AND forget?

[WCW]

Oh please, stop drowning me with all your responses!

H and I were conversing about weekends plans and appts, then I used the opportunity to say 'looks like we have some open time and you can take me out for Valentines Day!'
H's response - 'I don't know what that is'
My reply - 'I don't either'

I've gotten nothing from H for years. I've learned not to rely on him to share my love with on this 'day of love'. Instead I mailed off the photo album and gifts to grandkids and greatnieces and greatnephew. I am spending time on Friday with my mom again. While H ignores VD I have each year gave him a cutsie or funny card not applying pressure. Before I realized what was going on I had given him one of those chocolate ILUVU things. He still has it.

Is it time to change what I do? Do I show H what Valentines Day is? Is my H ready? I haven't told H ILY for years, I am afraid to say it. I am afraid to show it. I am afraid to feel it. It's hard not to be numb after all this time. It's just as hard not to push the fast forward button while H might still be on pause or rewind. Ugh. I think it is time...