Originally Posted By: LuckyGirl
Ali,

This sounds wonderful! He is doing good things for himself and for the relationship. And you are taking a healthy breather from the magnifying glass over sex. HAVE FUN!!!

Love,
Lucky



Thanks Lucky~
I am having fun as a matter of fact.
Yes, yesterday was a day off for me as well.
He called me around 9pm.
{{this was a nice break for me and him*}
He apoplogized for not calling sooner.
?
I told him .... You dont have to apologize.
I was actually feeling good.
I was happy you were doing something fun for you.

He then says in the sexiest sweetest voice possible?
I LOVE YOU ALI~
OMG~
I just melted.
I replied ...

I love you too baby.
I love you more....

And that was it.
No SL talk , no R talk,
\:\) \:\)

Awesome, just really awesome.

I am now reading again.
Loving what is.
Byron Katie

Also I am reading @ Tao ching.
A book by Wayne Deyer.
I am enjoying how much I am open to receiving right now.
I also read
Passionista
Ian Kerner.
It is about what men like in bed.... a book for Women.
I loved it.
Lots of great advice in there.
Most of it I have done so it reinforced for me that I am not a fuddy duddy.

I can remember even going to pick hubby up at our local airport .... in a beautiful dress w/o panties on.
He l-o-v-e-d it.

I see how *I* put myself in a box and then when he said *YOU* are the problem in our SL not *me*.
I shut the lid and only peeked out when I could.
I agreed with him...
he was part of the problem h-e-l-l-o.
But , I see now that I do have the power to change our SL , our R all by myself.

I am feeling the energy of being a sexual being... I am feeling myself.
There is still a very tiny voice in me that says ... be careful ,, what if you flop?
I just smile and change the thought around.

Ali