Is the upside up?

[glamgirl]

I remember 2 V-Days ago that we didn't even acknowledg it. H sent me some e-mail wishing me a belated V-day that was it. Last year we had dinner out, but all I was thinking at the time was what are we doing. I was really having my doubts about our M back then. Now, don't really know how I feel, meaning not putting much thought into what is working or not, just living my life.

Oh my this gets old. Glad to see your h making progress. I can't imagine what that feels like to wake up next to h.