I do wonder sometimes if she has been or thought that maybe the grass wasn't greener. But then again she's never made a concerted effort to come back either. I suspect because she's one who rarely goes back against a previous decision that she'd never do so with this one. To her going back against a previous decision is not an option even when she knows she was wrong. She told me about 2 years ago "I make a decision and that's it and move forward from there." Then again I can't ever recall her really apologizing for anything either. In fact that was an issue I had with her.
Well I've been doing pretty good but I know tomorrow is going to be tough. The 11th would have been our 20th anniversary. I'm going to work as best I can to have a great day tomorrow. The kids are with me this week and we are heading to Disney on Sunday. So lots of positives to look at!!
If we really want to love, we must learn how to forgive. - Mother Theresa
