I really need to turn a corner here! I need to get hold of my emotions! I am just so afraid and I miss my H so much and I am afraid I will never see that man again, and it makes me so very very sad!!
yes yes, please grab those emotions...don't act on emotions, they will get you in a bad place. that is something you need to just practice on. think of something that can distract you instead.
because if you want a chance for your H to come back, which you DO still have that chance, then you need to let him go. You HAVE to let him go so he can come back to you on his own feet, not you pulling him with a rope. You can do this, and no matter what happens, you will have a good future, you CAN make a good future for yourself, God will be your guide to it.
Me 33 H 34 S9 S3 M 6 yrs (2gether 11 yrs) EA/PA 1/2006 DB 5/2006 H wants D 6/2006 H wants ME 8/2006 H "said" PA/EA over 8/2006 H erased OW off phone! 2/2007
"It is far better 2 choose humility & change oneself, than 2 wait in vain trying 2 chang someone else."
