I admire your courage and commitment. Honestly I don't think I'd be still fighting if my W had a child with OM. To me it would be the breaking point. On the other hand that's exactly what I was thinking for years, when thought about the possibility of my W having an affair. But here I am. Fighting. I pray we both win our battles.
So far it's been four days since I pulled back. Each day is so hard on me, it's like fighting an addiction. Never had one, but that's how it feels, I guess :-)
First three days; she was reaching out, yesterday went quiet. Testing me? Clash of wills?
