It will seem unbearable for you to let go of control, but that's what we've all come to realize has to happen in all of our sitches.
Giving her space means more than just one day a week. It means letting her come to you rather than you being always in front of her.
Make her "environment" comfortable and safe for her to return. She'll start poking around soon enough.
Think of it like a stray cat. At first it'll be afraid of its new environment, but you leave out food, make it comfortable and don't grab or make any sudden moves, then it'll come closer. Keep doing this and it may decide to stay.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
