She says she doesn't want to be tied to anyone anymore. She said she know its selfish but she's never been by herself and knows that its wrong but has to do it for herself.

She even said that some of the people at her work have been trying to tell her to go to counseling and work it out because all she does is brag about how good I am to her.

If she is having some sort of affair, I don't know who it is with. Bottom line is I can't make her want to work on it. God knows, I've prayed that she would but for some reason she has it stuck in her head that this is the right thing for her. She is very stubborn when it comes to making her decision. Once she makes a decision, it is close to impossible to talk her out of it.

It doesn't make any sense, I know to give up 15 years of marraige and not give it a try but I guess people do it everyday.

I am going to work on me of course. It's just going to be really weird doing things by myself again. Most of the people I know are married. My daughter is certainly a priority.

I don't know how much longer I can live in this house though. I guess I'll clean it a bit, see if I can enjoy it with just me and my daughter and make a decision a few months from know when I'm feeling more clear about what I want to do.

God this sucks...

Last edited by AFWAW; 02/10/09 09:44 PM.

M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!