My first step out of Newcomers

[Can it work]

Thanks for your honesty PM. I guess I do have a lot of issues I still need to work out for myself. Every time I think about her heading out now though, I think back to the night that we had the big fight and ended up separating. That night she was out of control, hanging off men and generally making a real show of herself. I'm glad that she has Wee Man on the weekends I can go out. It means there's no chance I'll have to see her acting like that knowing that she's single.

I really know that I have to let go. It's taking time but I think I will get there eventually.

For what it's worth PM, I agree with your POV with regards to her seeing me in a new light if she knows I'm still popular with other women. Got to be worth a try. Who knows, I may even have a good night. I don't want to make her jealous but I would like her to see me as someone other than who she obviously sees me as now.

The meeting at the bank was very dry. I tried to make light conversation but only got one word answers in reply. She also seemed like she'd rather be anywhere else other than there with me. I'm going to reduce my goal of making her laugh to making her smile. Laughing can come later.