Hi PM, good to hear from you. I wish I was so brave. Some days are better than others. Today I am feeling somewhat down.

Went to a contemplative prayer group last night. This is my second time. I have been trying to quiet my soul and heart and bring God in. It is very interesting. You sit in the dark with a candle for 1/2 hour and try to clear your mind and keep a word in your head everytime your mind starts slipping into non-quieting thoughts. I came out very peaceful.

Today I feel stressed. Had to park right by H's car today and how silly that just seeing his car triggered me.

Need to breathe. take care.

Me 53
H 50
D16, D29
M 22 years
bomb 7/08 INH - alien pod replaces H
8/08 - OW (direct report), I work there also
bomb II - H moves 10/1
expose ow 10/22
D to be final 9-09