I just want to thank you all for the support and encouragement. It is so amazing how people I've never met and only exist to me in cyberspace can be such a positive force in my life at such a difficult time. My goal is to that for the entire week. This week is our D's 5th b-day, so it is very important to me that she have a wonderful time and that we all create a great family memory. I am trying very hard to "act as if" and stay positive and upbeat around my W no matter what's going on inside. We're coming up on a three day weekend so wish me luck!
