You sound so much better than you did last week. Your doing really well with taking care of yourself and trying to stop worring so much about what she is thinking or doing.
I have been doing the same thing. Trying to let what is going to happen happen and enjoy the moment. There is no reason at the moment to walk against the current of our stiches we might as well just float along with them and see where it takes us.
Crack a beer and enjoy the scenary is about all you or I can do right now. MC for me tonight, no expectations.
