My first step out of Newcomers

[Can it work]

I'm trying not to force it PM but I would still like to see one of these baby steps that everyone else talks about. I've arranged to meet her at the bank this afternoon so hopefully will be able to keep things light between us. To be honest, that's not usually a problem. It's trying to keep things from being awkward that seems to be the struggle at the moment. It all just seems so clinical that every time I see her it upsets me. I accept the fact that she doesn't think she loves me any more. The feeling I get these days though is that she doesn't even like me. That's the part I'm really finding hard to deal with.

Maybe she'll never get lost. That's praying on my mind all the time. What if she thrives on single life? I know I can't do anything about it and that's what makes me feel so useless. I can only keep trying though. I have to keep telling myself that it's still early days.

Should I tell her that I've been asked out by my female friends on Saturday night?