I have to echo Tomato's post. Although it is still hard for me to give it all over to God, sometimes it's the only thing I can do.
You will be in my prayers.
Thanks MIP
I had to give it over but only with hours on the phone with Silent Cheerleader.... she really helped me get perspective on the situation and I am forever grateful for that and for all the input from everyone on my thread....it helps so much to read here. Everybody gets and I can't bounce things off my real life friends because we are back together and that was just be to awkward. I was never one to discuss my marriage with my friends to begin with.
M:47 M:18 D16, S19 1st S 1/08-5/08 Reconciled/May 7, 2008 Left again Nov 9, 2009 I Filed: Nov 17, 2009 Final: April 14, 2010 EX walked away from kids too