My Sad WAH Story: Is there Hope?

[MomInPain]

Tomato,

Thank you for stopping by my thread. Funny, I was just in the middle of reading yours. Your faith in God is such a breath of fresh air.

I've been pretty pathetic these last 2 days. I just worry that I've really screwed things up, and there isn't a chance for us. Then I wonder if I really want a chance for us. This is so very confusing.

I need to start C like yesterday. Luckily my church has arranged counseling for me but we haven't been able to schedule it yet. Hopefully I'll get to meet with her before the end of the week. God knows I need it.