H called a little while ago. He could hear that I wasn't feeling well and asked me if there was anything he could do. Why does he care?

Anyway, he called to get my drivers license # and SS# and to make sure he was spelling my middle name right. WTF?? He is filling out the D paperwork for sure.

We also talked about extra curricular activities the kids are involved in and how they aren't interested in pursuing the things that they did before. H asked if it was because of what's going on. Um Duh, ya think? I didn't say that of course. lol

I wish this feeling would last. The feeling that I've had it and I want nothing to do with him again. I could care less what he does with his life, or his choices. Why on earth would I want a man that has such little respect for me and my feelings. Who could toss me aside like a piece of trash. I deserve so much better.

Please Lord, give me strength!


Me36
H35
T18/M12
S10/D8
Speech 11/08
Sep:11/08
Poss EA 6/08
H filed D Papers 2/13/09
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