It's been about a week since my W told me about her mediator meeting and met me over lunch to start our discussions on how to move on with the D. I was shell-shocked at first, but a calm came over me during the week. I realized that I can now let go and free her from me and me from her. I can DB all day (or all year) long, but if she doesn't want to continue, then I need to let go, and re-focus on the D. I will still pray for us, pray for a miracle, but need to prepate myself for the D proceedings.
She's met with a L and mediator ("to get some more info"), so I think it'd be in my best interest to meet with one myself. My new goals are to protect and nurture my kids through this process, get the best settlement for me and my finances, and go through this amicabally, if possible.
