Hi Veronica,

My baby boy is home with me today - he has a slight fever and a terrible case of pink eye...and he's very cuddly...keeps coming up to me and saying, "papi, come on." Though he never has a sure idea of where we're going or why...very sweet.

Sitting here with him, I can't help but imagine the things I want to teach him as he gets older - not just as boy - but as a man - and I think about how hard it was for me to learn what I've learned over the last year. I know I've still got a long way to go - but I feel like a much better guide to my boys than I ever could have been as the person I was before.

-Carlos.


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"We consent to live like sheep." W.H. Auden

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