You need to give it more time. 4 weeks seems like an eternity for you, but try 11 months. That's how long I've had my sitch and it's finally starting to seem a little more positive.
It's a long and winding ride my friend. And from what's been going on with you, it seems it's going to get much more worse before it gets better.
Sorry, but that's the truth. But you'll also come out a much stronger person than ever.
You'll see.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
