I've decided that I have a lot of work to do. H and I are getting along, however I am continuing to determine my mood based on H and his response. I have to stop that. I go on other peoples sitchs and preach detaching and how much better you will feel, but I have not taken my own advise.
I have been pretty good at GAL, but I still run them past H instead of following through with plans regardless. IDK, shoule I be doing that? We are sort of piecing things, so I am torn? When H is at work, I never worry about what I do. But, if some plans come up for the evening, I usually run them past H before accepting. I think it's because I don't want to make plans and then have H want to come over, but I am gone.
I know I should just do what I want, but I can't help but feel that may not be the best thing to do. I would love some input. Somedays I feel like I'm doing everything wrong. Right now I feel like I don't know what direction to go.
