WAW - yet another one

[confusedinpa]

I just realized today is the 4 week "anniversary" of my wife hitting me with the Divorce bomb.

I down, but I'm also mad.

I don't know why she seems to have given up trying to find a reason. Perhaps I should be mad at myself for doing the wrong things so it's pushing her away. Perhaps I never had a chance as her mind and heart has been closed off.

She sees and acknowledges the changes. She says logically giving it another chance is the right thing.

She just can't find any remaining positive feelings for me. Nor can she imagine planting a new seed of love for someone who hurt her so badly.

I just can't seem to shake this feeling of lashing out. I know that's the wrong thing to do.

I need some guidance.