Kind of a strange weekend...my H and I were supposed to do something yesterday but he flaked yet again because he said he wasn't feeling well...not that these kinds of things are really a big deal to me anymore. At least on Friday my H sent me a text saying he was starting to come down with something giving me warning that he was once again making going to have an excuse. So late yesterday afternoon my H officially canceled on me for last night, but we did end up having an interesting conversation over the phone when we seem to actually connect. We made plans to go to movie today which we did. My H did say he was going to come over and stay the night but today decided he wasn't quite feeling up to it plus he said he didn't want to get me sick...HOWEVER he did come over for a little while and he brought over some clothes and toiletries to leave he for when he does stay. A step forward??? Maybe. It seems so surreal. I have thought of this "moment" many times...somehow now it seems anti-climatic.