"I just can't seem to find a part of me that doesn't have to do with him, does that make sense?"

This is why we all fall down.

I know you don't want to hear this right now.. but this little "thing" you are going thru right now.. will make you a better person.. win or "lose".

I know you have heard it.. or read it a million times.. but time is your "friend" right now.

"H texted tonight asking if he could take the kids out to ice cream. I called him and said that would be fine, they would love it. I should have known better. He ambushed me."

So.. I think what you said was.. you knew there was gonna be some "Drama"... and there was.

"First thing he did when he got over is ask me if I had contacted an attorney. I haven't so I said no. I asked why, he said he wanted to get this over with and file. Then he asked if I had looked into moving into an apartment and if I wanted to give up the house."

I did not see if he has served papers yet.. has he?


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.