Ya. Sounds like me. So how do I break myself of that? How do I make myself ok with her being with someone else and not me anymore? Not sure.

Well, I won't be near Alabama. But Clearwater Beach is right next to Tampa. lol. Its a great beach.

Well, the invite is there is anyone decides they want to.

I hate this packing. I'm going to hate saying goodbye to my kids. And I am going to hate walking away from my W knowing this is what she wants.

She definitely is not playing games. I still can't believe she actually filed. Yet she tells me she still loves me and always will. How can she do this if she still loves me?

I just don't know.

Kevin

Me 36, W 37
M: 08/02/97
D13, D9
1st Bomb 02/08
Reconciled 04/08
2nd Bomb: 09/08
W filed for D 02/04/09
Separated 03/09
D dismissed 06/09/09
Still separated...