I feel it is huge progress. We talked more today about things. He is so confused. How will he ever get passed the "what ifs"?
He is so scared to come home. He is scared that the feelings wont come back. What do I tell him? I dont know the answer. He did ask what would it take for him to want to come home. I said What I wanted was for him to be able to say that he would be willing to do whatever it takes no matter how hard for us to get to the other side. He agreed.
He keeps asking me what Im thinking. Im exhausted from thinking right now. We are getting along so great right now and I know exactly what he says when he says "it bothers him more for me to go out with someone than it does him not being here". I feel the same way. I hurt when I know he has gone out with someone, but I dont necessarily want him back home. Can anyone explain that better for me and him to understand?
Kissak
"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3 M-37 H-37 S-10, D-15 M- 1993 First bomb- 12/23/06 Came and went too MANY times! Gone again 10-25-10
