Hey, YR (& Snodderly if your watching),

If either or both of you get a chance to stop over on my thread, I'd sure appreciate it. I could sure use your voice of wisdom.

I had some backsliding recently, but am doing better about that now, but I am feeling so discouraged and hopeless about my whole sitch. S17 is pushing every limit we set, and H had now "dropped" him. So, now there is really nothing to draw him back to me, and virtually no opportunity for him to see me in a good light. And, his memories (which he has re-created) aren't going to to bring him to miss me.

H and I do have a session together this Wednesday, and I don't really know what to expect. He says he doesn't see the need to discuss more about S17, so I don't know......this session was prompted by a meltdown I had last week, but I am surprised he is keeping it after everything that has happened since then. I'm afraid whatever it is, is not going to be good.

Anyway, thanks for your time....

[[hugs]]


TJ

Me45,H49
D24,S18
M26,T28
Bomb 3/19/08
Sep 6/23/08
EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8
3/2009 H moved in w/OW2
7/2009 Let him go w/Love.
8/2009 Legally Sep'd