Not sure if you have the book or not but you really need to read Co-Dependent No More. When I read the book I feel like they are writing about me. It is a huge help. I know it is hard but when ever you call to talk to the kids please, please, please, do not talk R w/ W. Where are you staying when you are in Fl? You mentioned you lived there before. Any old friends you can go do things with. I know you don't like the idea of walking the beach but it beats thinking about everything sitting in a room by yourself.
Hey just imagine Mel and I are on the beach with you. I only say that cuz it sounds like where Mel would like to be right now and I know I would love it.
H-41 (alcoholic) Me-38 D-13 SD-10 T-6yrs M-4.75yrs Bomb-10/4/08 Moved in w/OW 11-13-08
