H texted this morning. Wanted to pick up more stuff. It's just junk left in our shed. I thought he was done. Is this cake eating? He hasn't gone over 4 days without some sort of contact. Only to pick things up though. He never calls to talk to the kids. He never makes plans with them other than his every other weekend with them. He didn't spend much time with them before so I guess every other weekend is enough for him and them. IDK........ I texted him back and told him we would be at church. I should have said "We won't be home."

I make it a point to always look my very best (or as Native says, Always look HOT!)and be in a happy mood whenever he comes over. Or I'll try not to be here or be on my way out.

It's hard though. I miss him and think about him all the time.

When we were in church this morning I wished he was there to hear the message, I swear it was for him.

I watched "click" the other day, and wished he would watch it. It is a great movie!

I just can't seem to find a part of me that doesn't have to do with him, does that make sense?

Well, enough venting for now. Thanks for reading.


Me36
H35
T18/M12
S10/D8
Speech 11/08
Sep:11/08
Poss EA 6/08
H filed D Papers 2/13/09
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