Thanks naej. For some reason, I feel really bad at the moment. I cant go back having the same feelings I had a year ago but this time feels so stupid, like I failed to make things clear to him, believed him when I shoudnt have, opened myself up for nothing. I am ok, just amazed.
He kept saying I twist the truth around, I always have and always will. Like when I said I always hug you when you sleep here, come snuggle close to you and you are just being...friendly, patting my hands. He said he hugs me too when I fall asleep, and I am twisting the truth around by saying he doesnt. Never crossed his mind that if he does hug me when I am asleep I AM ASLEEP, damn it! Whatever...
