trusting - access to their inner lives does bring some satisfaction - for me it brings truth as i still believe x when he speaks.

love your thoughts on the new life -
doing it for you

i am struggling with some internal life habits -- working through it with my counselor.... very deep -- very personal --- very hard habits to break. AND they are keeping me from being whole!!

proud of you!!!

and happy for you --- seeing you LIVE again is bringing me hope... i am not far behind you..


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again