My step mother is here trying to coach us through this. She spent the morning talking to her and then we spent the day together and I said nothing because I didn't want to crowd my wife. About 9:30 pm I said I had some things I needed to get off my chest and my wife told me that I am selfish and I only care about her to the extent of how she feels about me because she is tired and she went to bed. After all these months and what I have endured for that little diva? I am thinking that I need to run away.
