thanks for asking. I had a great day. D was not feeling very good today so part of the day was spent at home and H waited around to pick S up from a birthday party. But I told myself that it was going to be awkward and I didn't let any negative thoughts creep into my brain. I tried to be very lightheaded. Best of all, I picked the sexiest dress from my closet and put it on with full makeup and just felt terrific about myself. I showed off some clevage and thought to myself, now that H is 'free' he could have anyone but me. Eat your heart out, H!
So mentally I had the upperhand and I just kept it light all day. After dinner and TV, we tucked the kids in and he said a quick goodbye and left as usual. We are very civil to each other. He even shared some news of his work with me today and talked about news in the papers. I don't know if it's the dress or that he is in an especially good mood.
Yesterday he looked pis*ed off at me. But I was not home when he came home so I just don't know what he is thinking. Why one day he is so cold and shooting daggers from his eyes and the next day it's like everything is kinda normal. I guess it's just his MLC.
Me:39 H:40 S:9 D:7 First Bomb ONS:June 07 Second Bomb OW: March 08 Separated: March 08 M:15 yrs T:18 yrs H deep into A with OW Achieved ACCEPTANCE May 30, 09
