Trying flirting on for size!

[ACJ]

OW is due back today. I don't suppose I will find out for a while if she does indeed come back but I'm pretty certain she will as she has too much to loose.

This week's events have played havoc with my emotions. I thought I had them under check. It was easy to be indifferent to H whilst he was behaving in that way to me. Don't get me wrong he has gone right back to that place BUT I'm still on catch up. Why can't I just let him go for good? What's stopping me?