Michelle- yes, a couple of possibilities for jobs. Fingers crossed (unless you're in a tub for two!)
naej- don't be sad. I'm not.... I'd say I'm just a bit more cautious. I want someone who really wants me and isn't scared to pick up the phone and ask me out on a date. I'm not scary, so I think that out there must be a guy who's got the balls to do it!
Beth- how are you? It's nice to see you. I've got the D papers, and yes, I told H I was going to file them. I was a bit annoyed at the time, so the first pass telling wasn't elegant. Later I told him that I'd spent the longest time hoping and wishing he'd come home because I thought we'd had a good relationship and I'd have moved heaven and earth to make him happy. I said that I was really sad and that it wasn't what I wanted, but I accepted that he'd made a brave decision by leaving and if he was happy I was happy too. He cried, but didn't say anything that would indicate a change of heart....
I hope you manage to find the right way to tell your H. Great news that he's not with the Horse now though- is he grieving with the possibility for a reconciliation? I'm so sad to hear you only feel familiarity. I'd say that I still love my H, as a good friend, and I see him as a friend aswell. I guess I should be grateful that DBing helped me salvage that from our R.
So, I'm having a pretty busy day today- had to go and get my car battery changed this morning, and this afternoon I'm visiting a few of my friends. At 6pm I have a teleconference with CEO and some of my other colleagues to discuss the investment proposal for Tuesday, and at some point I also have to do some interview prep for an assessment centre tomorrow. I LOVE being busy- I feel like I'm smiling inside.....
.... apart from the bit that spends all her time processing signs (or the absence thereof) from CEO and wondering.
Walk on, walk on, with hope in your heart. And you'll never walk alone.
