"I need the story. I NEED the story. I dont want the story. I NEED it. I wish he loved me enough to get over his guilt and selfshiness and approach me, hold me, talk to me sweetly and show me love."
Originally Posted By: Forrest Gump
Hmm... Lanzo.. could add a lot here. You made a choice.. K. This does not factor into it
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Hi K,
You may just have to let this one go (for now) cos H is not gonna give you the whole story, not now, maybe never. If you try holding out for this you may never be able to move on. Letting it go means you have one less sticking point to worry about.
In my sitch I have to honestly say I have not forgiven my W for her betrayal cos I still feel a lot of the pain and it does still prey on my mind, but I don't let it dictate the course of our recovery. I've just put it all to one side for now.
One day W may decided to tell me all or one day it may not matter to me any more and I won't feel the need to know , well we'll see which comes first.
