Well, I wanted to wait until the weekend happened and he was home to say anything more. I needed to see how things were when he got home.

Prior to him getting home, all this past week, on the phone he has been so loving and saying how much he loves me and misses me.

Since he has been home this weekend, he has been nothing short of pretty much perfect -- so loving etc.

I just have these feelings of "WHY?" Why does he feel this way NOW? I guess b/c he has been gone, away from the family, and realizes how much he loves me and us. It is just hard for me to wrap my mind around him loving me again so much after everything that happened even though it has been so long.

Me: 38
H: 35
S4, S5, S10
Bomb 01/07
Wanted D - nothing would change his mind
Numerous A's prior to D bomb; EA prior/during D bomb
Piecing 04/07
Deployed for a year 05/07
Still Piecing 2010
M 11 yrs 05/10