\My wife is going to leave me in 5 days--help!

[AFWAW]

Dammit!!!! Major setback last night. She called again. I was at home and answered. She said that my SS went off on her and said why are you doing this to dad. He told her I'm leaving in 2 days are you even going to be around to spend some time with me? Then she asked me if I had tried to hack her hotmail account. I told her no, what are you talking about? (dammit I did and I got caught but will never admit it to her) She said I am done with him and you both. Oh crap, when she says that she usually means it. I know she is going to move out--OMG here we go again--my emotions are taking over big time. I don't want to do crap right now--this sucks so bad and I miss her so much!!!! Why the freak is this happening to me? Looked at my email and she said nice try--why cant this split just be civil? What the freak am I going to do? Why is she doing this--I don't think I'm gonna get her back. Not giving up but man this hurts... Talked w/ my SS and asked him what purpose his interaction served. He said he was just mad--I said please just stay out of it, you did more harm than good. Man, I feel like curling up in a ball. I gonna go lay down--don't know if I'm gonna post anymore today or for a few days--so scared and lonely right now.