Have fun tonight. My advice earlier was going to be to tell her no to tonight anyway. Why WOULD you have gone with her? She hasn't done anything to indicate that she has changed her mind and if/when she does, believe me you will know because she will TELL you in no uncertain terms that she wants you back. If I were you, I'd be unavailable for her. Don't answer her calls. Let the machine get it. If she asks a legitimate question, fine, return the call, but if she is just calling to check and see if you are "ok", that is bs. She calls to check on you (baits you) and then when you give an honest answer "no", she turns on you and tells you off and to get used to it. Who needs that? And no, it's none of her business where you go at this point. She has made her choice. Let her live in it for awhile and see if she still likes it sooooooo much. I guarantee you she won't, but she has to get to that on her own. And it won't be overnight.
I know you want to maintain hope, and I certainly don't blame you, but you gotta be realistic, too. Everytime she dangles a little bit of something in front of you, you take it. You gotta quit taking it (the bait). You don't want stinky bait anyway. Let her live with that stinky bait for awhile.
Melissa
"Standing knee deep in a river and dying of thirst."
