Sigh, she called again. Cancelled for tonight--didn't really say why and I didn't ask. Said well, I'm going out anyway. She said what?! I said yep, no reason to stay home. She said wow. Don't be coming over here--she is still in lodging on base. I said don't worry, I'm not--gonna give you the space you need. She said you sound so much better--I like this conversation--hey baby steps I guess. She said where you gonna go? I said out. She said well don't drink and drive--is that concern? We'll see what happens. Even suggested a couple of bars. Don't know how this is gonna play out, trying not to get too optimistic.

Still think she's going to move out if she can but hey I talked w/ my sister for an hour today--haven't done that in years, talked to my parents--been about 8 months since I've really talked to them. Well, I guess I'll relax for a bit and go out for a while--kind of disappointed but heh, one step at time. Sure wish she was home. 8 months away from home--sure wanted to come home to a loving wife. Oh well, Wish me luck.

Last edited by AFWAW; 02/07/09 11:08 PM.

M-41
ex-W-40
Together--17 years
SS-20
D-14
Bomb--2 Feb 09
WAW--6 Feb 09
Officially divorced on 2 Jun 2010!!!
ex-W has a boyfriend 8 Jun 2010!!!
Off we go into the wild blue yonder!!!!