I didn't really want to leave Tuesday so W got mad and threatened legal action if I didn't. She said she is going to finish going through with the D. I had previously told her I would pay her back if she would hold off. She said no.
She then told our kids that she is divorcing me. D11 turned to her and told her she better not marry someone else. I was like wooa. Where did that come from. Wow. W was stunned by it to and told her she isn't looking to be with anyone else right now.
The kids were both saddened. D11 knows this is wrong. I didn't have to say anything. I told her I will always love her mommy and her mommy told her she will always love me to. Umm... ya, ok. This is what love is? I didn't say that, I was just thinking it.
Then D11 went to her grandma's house.
Me and W proceeded to sleep together for one last time. It was great. I went to get us both lunch after.
I'm taking my daughters to a father daughter dance tonite. Then tomorrow I will spend the day finishing packing, getting the oil changed in my car and buying a few things I need.
Then I will head to Tampa. I will be back for Springbreak and then back in Tampa til May. I'm not looking forward to the 2 day drive by myself. I will have alot of time in the car to think about stuff that I don't want to think about.
W told me today that she likes to take control of situations and I let her and thats not good. I told her when I try to take the lead we clash. And she said exactly. huh? So its a no win situation either way. She says we just aren't good for each other.
Oh well. Maybe this time in Florida will help her miss me. Maybe it won't. She said when I come back for Springbreak she will probably leave town that week so its just me and the kids.
Kevin
Me 36, W 37 M: 08/02/97 D13, D9 1st Bomb 02/08 Reconciled 04/08 2nd Bomb: 09/08 W filed for D 02/04/09 Separated 03/09 D dismissed 06/09/09 Still separated...
