I feel very much at peace. I am so pleased with myself and my H too~ I am also going to stop trying to figure out the future. I am enjoying my newfound peace. I am excited to read and read some more.
I read this yesterday in Loving what it is~ Byron Katie. "I DONT LET GO OF MY CONCEPTS, I MEET THEM WITH UNDERSTANDING , THEN THEY LET GO OF ME~"
and MY FAVORITE? "Nothing outside you can ever give you what you are looking for."
I know that our R is going to be better than ever if we continue like this. I know now that I am doing my abosolute best for me and he is loving it. I also know that he is giving from his heart. He is genuinely meeting me half way.
I have not felt this content and full of JOY in a very long time.
Miracles can happen. I was just looking in all the wrong places. *{ like the Kenny Rodgers song **sigh *** }}}
I AM NOT GOD , and cannot predict the future but I see it is going to beautiful.
I "told" him yesterday " I do not want to have long drawn our R or Sl talsk anymore. I am confident when we see eachother it will be different. I just know it in my heart. ** That was enough for him. He did not disagree. WE started talking about something else immediately.
***Note to self *
ask for what you want//// state what you want.!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~! * he isn't a mind reader.
